OMG

okay, i know its a tad bit early to be blogging, well for me that is, but i just needed the urge to let this out....with everything has already been going on w/ my life: no work, bills pilling up, constantly looking for a job and coming up short handed, etc. ( well i know its not that long of a list and i know there are many more people out there in a much worst case scenerios as i am ) it can get pretty stressful still...but anyways...so i've been checking up on my admission status for state for a few weeks now and they finally updated my status today when i checked and it said "denied" i'm like WTF...a friend of mine who had a 2.5 gpa got in and me w/ a much higher gpa than her got denied...how the hell doees state consider people for admission...shit. argh....i could've been at state already if my parents didnt push me to freakin go to a UC school just cause my cousins goes to them...argh whatever, nothing i can do about it now.well i made an appointment to see my counselor tomorrow

ahhhhhhhhhh....this sucks ass.

so when's dinner? =)